Its tough, but we will make it through.

I am just having a hard time dealing with the that fact that Bradd is being deployed to Iraq. Not only do I not get to see him as much as I wish I could, I won't be able to see him at all for 7 months. It's not fair, but as he told me to look at it on a positive side, he is relieving another guy so they can come home and be with their families. That of course makes me feel a little selfish, because I don't and am not thinking about others and how everyone feels, but myself. I do hope that I will eventually stop worrying so much and be positive about it. I know that it will be hard for both us and his family. This is just another curve ball that life throws at you. I know that we'll make it through, I know it, but like Bradd always tells me it's going to get harder before it gets good. I can't wait for us to be together and get the chance to be sealed in the Temple for all eternity. My promise to Bradd is that I will be here waiting for his safe return home. I love him so much and can not imagine my life without him. I will write to you Bradd everyday, I will miss you and will pray for you always!