I am a bit upset of the fact that Bradd is being deployed. I hate it and I don't know what I'll do. He'll be living in a different country and in dangerous conditions. Ugh I honestly dislike the whole military stuff.He tells me that its not as dangerous and all that crap but I don't really think its completely true. I will always worry about what he is doing and where he is at. I just hope he returns safely from this and we can be together again.I will be strong and try to cope with it as best as i can but don't promise to not freak out or cry and feel depressed.I love bradd so much and will miss him so very much.